Child of God’s Weblog

hehe, never use liao, but go change the skin cos think quite irritating la the trees, dun know why, just dun like it. hahahaha. sorry, now change liao, look nicer alot. HOHOHOHO.

i had moved to http://www.hannah-childofgod.blogspot.com .but still under construction. hehe. sorry.

felt that alot has happen and yet could not think of any. dun know what am i thinking. i think i am unfaithful to alot of area in my life, God-what i had decided to do and yet no fulfilling it, studies-always late for school and also doing late min hw, and alot alot of things. felt busy for these few days but dun seem to accomplice any things. i am a girl who always do late min job, i could have done many things beforehand but just wait till the late min. i always do my work and ‘slack’ at the same time, either playing games, reading blog, chatting or writing blog. now i am actually doing my OC elearning, which is supposed to be done two weeks ago. even my transformer presentation which should be done during elearning has not being finish. i always did half way and rush last min. rush rush rush. dun know why, today wake up at 10plus and yet i am sleepy, i even sleep while sitting on the mrt trip house today. i am a powerful kid who sleep while standing, but this is only the 3th times, there is much more powerful sleepers than me around thw world. like my father who will always sleep while watching tv. opps..sorry. but he will not see it. hehe. i am going to change, God is going to change me, inside out, i am going to be a different person, change is going to happen, i not longer will be unfaithful to the many things entruth to me, remind me, discipline me, teach me. a new me will be going to reborn. hehe.

i can be happy very easily, just a small discovery will light up my day, or even just a small praise or present. today i had found one site on many christian background, they are all so nice and beauitiful. i had finally change my background to a more lively one. no longer that emo people watering that dieing plant.

i like this verse, the background there are short, simple, sweet and meaningful.

today go for CIP at Chen Su Lan Medodist Children’s Home. today never take diao mrt, wasted my concession. yup. today de CIP is just like mentoring session, tutoring and then games. but mentoring i more slack. hehehehe.

haven set on the time and place for picnic, arrrrrrrrr. stupid me. hahaha. stupid to say myself stupid. indeed stupid. arrrrrrrrrrrrr.HAHAHA. stupid pooi yeee writing stupid post. hehehe. dun knwo what i doing now. arrrrrrrrr.

CIP.CIP. i want to take Arise as CIP too, hehehe. lazy me, mentoring anniversary is on the same date 24NOV, but i will  go for Arise, maybe just in time for trustfall ba, leave early for mentoring, HAHAHA.poor pooi yee. sound so busy. HAHAHA, but i am slack.hehehehe.

this is my favorite food since young. yesterday my mother cok this and really thx God for her. so long since i had eaten it, so dame nice lol.HAHAHA.

what impact me the most during the camp is the topic courage, what is real courage. real coursge is not alway being the first, doing what other have done before but standing out in times of fear. just right yesterday finally read the ask jorris ask me to read de, that chapter i read liao but forgot and read again. but the things i had learn is so much different. now seem to understand why people can read teh bible through and through for so many times and yet i just kow it as a knowleage, now finally understand it. under different situation, we have different insights and God will speak to us differently, according to our needs ba. courage=being daring enough to be the first to act. courage=being able to step out even when you are scare. learn alot more things during the camp, the teaching and ppl form the camp, thx God for begin able to go for the camp. this week there will be the mentoring camp, pray that it will be a fruitful one.

today is the day of the new beginning and challenge ahead of me. i dun know why i am just filled with joy when i get my cert. really ???. thank God for vera who give me the card, she is the only one in youth. hehe. thx God for jorris, randall, vincent and john too. congrate for those baptising with me, Jireh, Zachary, Daniel, Levutys, Pual, Peter, Joshua and lastly the one to get inti the water is Hannah. the nicest name. HANNAH. hahaha. then also, be, geck and alloy. HAHAHA. congrate to all who had baptism today. JIAYOU.

i change the day of my gem from wed to fri. i dun know whether is it the correct choice that i ahd made. get to know this girl called May today, haven get her phone number, only know her course and year. did i miss the chance to work on her? is her a believer? not sure, all i know she is from myanmar. los of ??? in my head. hahaha. but i believe it is God that send this girl who want to change from fri to wed so that i can go to the fri class. better timing and i got a friend there. better ba. never mind. it is over liao. now my day for gem is fri not wed. now i am only worry about if cg is on wed what should i do ALONE. many of them their gem on wed. arrrrrrrrrrrrr.

hmm. today is still a very slack day for me. must wrok hard la me.

school finally started and i have 3 more modules. dun like it. who would like it? slack slack slackand now is the time for a chance. more and more work. did nothing during the holiday, just work work work. nothing will be the same, there is going to be a chance in me. help me Lord.

use me. guide me. change me. grow me.